Jonghyun's will released

Article: SHINEE Jonghyun's will released "I can't beat my depression... please tell me I worked hard"

Source: Newsen via Nate

1. [+2,412, -51] After reading his will it really seems like he couldn't handle how ill he felt. Maybe he feels freer where he is now. It breaks my heart that he left the world at such a young age.

2. [+2,327, -45] The inside of his mind really was nothing we could image... so dark and depressing

3. [+567, -72] His psychiatrist needs to be reflecting. How could the doctor blame him saying it was his personality's fault? He was clearly finding help in the doctor because it really was that hard for him. His will makes it sound like everything as so hard. How can you blame all of that on just his personality... sigh... trash doctor

4. [+254, -2] I was wondering why this suicide felt so sudden but this wasn't sudden for him but the result of a long period of time Rest in peace...

5. [+187, -5] You can feel his regret in becoming a celebrity in his words. Being rich and popular really isn't a measure of happiness... please rest peacefully in heaven.

6. [+165, -13] This is an example of real depression, one where the pain comes from the inside of a being. Not like all of the attention wh*res on SNS who post about suicide or about how depressed they are. Jonghyun never once shared his feelings on SNS. How hard it must've been for him... please be happy where you are now.

7. [+164, -9] One thing about Koreans is that when someone says they're having a hard time, they blame the person instead of encouraging them to find strength. It's hopeless, even his psychiatrist blamed him. We need to be happy together when someone's happy and sad with them when they're sad. Jonghyun wasn't keeping it in all on his own this whole time, he had expressed it to his friends, his family, and even his doctor but no one was of any help to him and they need to reflect over that. How dare you tell a depressed person that it's their personality to blame... sigh seriously.

8. [+160, -36] Who is his doctor? How can they even call themselves a doctor???

9. [+159, -3] I hope his fans aren't thinking of anything drastic right now... I've read some Instagram comments saying some are going to follow him, to wait for them.. kids please ㅠㅠ I understand that not everyone will understand your pain but this isn't the answer..

10. [+151, -2] I have to wonder if he would still be alive right now if he never became a celebrity.

11. [+144, -4] Just reading it makes me choke up. His pain sounds insurmountable. Just reading it makes me feel like I'm trapped in a deep, dark ocean ㅜ no wonder he was in so much pain

12. [+110, -8] He sent so many suicide signals to the people around him, he was in such a dangerous state, if only people knew how to handle it, all of this could've been prevented. Jonghyun sincerely lacked anyone in his life who could tell him that everything's okay, that he was doing fine, to just worry for him. Telling someone suffering from depression that everyone lives with hardships is not something that should be said. That only drove Jonghyun to more drastic measures.

13. [+109, -25] He was with the wrong doctor...

14. [+100, -4] Don't judge another's pain so easily. We can't imagine the pain he must've been in... rest in peace.

15. [+87, -2] He should've been given a break, a break away from the industry... so upsetting

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